i have nothing to say now. words cant express how i feel right now.
im paying the price for what i did now. i know no one can help me now,

what i can do now is only to pray, and take one step at a time.
hoping that it would just be a nightamre. and after i wake up its all over. ALL OVER!
but i know very clearly it is not a nightmare.

i tried not to do it. but because of my laziness, i lied. and now i bear the consequences.
i do agree that lies will follow with more lies. and this is what happen to me.